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      30: Poems from My First Thirty Years

      30: Poems from My First Thirty Years {1975-1995}

      This collection includes a series of poems written during

      my first thirty years, beginning at age 10 in 1975 through

      to the year I turned 30 in 1995. I have left them as they

      were written. In their simplicity, they show a stereotypical

      teenage and early adulthood angst, but also glimpses into

      a deep soul knowing that I was here, again, to reach for the

      promise of something more than what this strange world

      presented. From raging passion to the depths of a dark

      depression not yet understood, these are poems of coming

      of age in a place that was always a strange land to me.


      AUTUMN ZEPHYR PRESS

      Passion-powered poetry

      A Creative Revolutions Imprint


      ISBN 978-1-942969-55-6


      Beauty of Nature ........................................................11

      Insecurities .........................................................................12

      Triumph ..............................................................................13

      False Image in Stone ..........................................................13

      Take Your Life ....................................................................14

      Imagining ............................................................................14

      Call to a Friend ...................................................................15

      So Is My Love .....................................................................15

      Indecision ...........................................................................16

      The Death of Trust ............................................................16

      No Easy Way Out ...............................................................17

      Suffocation ..........................................................................17

      I See Through You .............................................................18

      What Is Loneliness? ..........................................................18

      Vanity ..................................................................................19

      A Captured Moment ..........................................................19

      Time Passes ........................................................................20

      Anticipation of Love .........................................................20

      Magic Screen ......................................................................20

      The Music of Love .............................................................21

      Growing Up Slow ...............................................................21

      Cold Realities .....................................................................22

      Fear Hides Behind the Mask ............................................22

      Conflicting Emotions ........................................................23

      About Your Business .........................................................24

      Lies .......................................................................................25

      Moving Along .....................................................................25

      Just an Act ...........................................................................26

      Trumpet Player ..................................................................27

      Fantasy ................................................................................28

      A Tribute to the Smoky Mountains ................................29

      Thinking of You .................................................................30

      Losing You, Losing Me ......................................................31

      Courage ...............................................................................31

      You Never Really Left .......................................................32

      Pressure ...............................................................................33

      I Want to See the World ...................................................33

      Glimpses of a Western Movie ..........................................34

      Roses Fade, Thorns Remain .............................................35

      Frozen Here ........................................................................36

      Changing Seasons ..............................................................36

      Sunrise / Sunset ................................................................37

      Eighteen to Twenty-Two

      Commitment ......................................................................41

      Country Song ....................................................................42

      A Love Turned Cold ..........................................................43

      Unending Fires ...................................................................44

      Wanting to Believe ............................................................45

      Fashionable Humility ........................................................46

      Just Another Day ...............................................................47

      Remembrance ...................................................................48

      A Study in Contrasts .........................................................49

      Desire .................................................................................50

      Seduction ............................................................................51

      Talk to Me! ..........................................................................52

      My Turn ..............................................................................53

      Void ......................................................................................54

      Love’s Guiding Light .........................................................54

      Beyond the Point of No Return .......................................55

      Empty Rooms .....................................................................55

      Surprised by Sun ................................................................56

      Creeping Death ..................................................................56

      Open Doorways .................................................................57

      Incognito .............................................................................58

      Putting Out the Fire .........................................................59

      Looking to Belong ..............................................................60

      Revelation ...........................................................................61

      Lifting Fog ...........................................................................62

      Show, Then Tell .................................................................63

      Lost in the Haze .................................................................64

      E=mc2 ..................................................................................64

      Hiding Inside ......................................................................65

      20 .........................................................................................66

      Day into Night into Day ....................................................67

      Pain Kills .............................................................................67

      Dance of Love ....................................................................68

      Flames of Death .................................................................69

      Missed Opportunity ..........................................................70

      The Music of My Life ........................................................71

      In the Shadow of Dreams .................................................72

      Rhapsody ............................................................................73

      Without Words ..................................................................74

      Guns Blazing .......................................................................75

      I Am a Flower .....................................................................76

      Journey of Love ..................................................................77

      The Sin of Love ..................................................................79

      Missed Connections ..........................................................80

      Can’t You See Me Now? ....................................................81

      Uncertainty .........................................................................82

      Is It Real? .............................................................................83

      Wait for Me ........................................................................84

      Trust Me, Let Me In ...........................................................84

      One Step Closer .................................................................85

      You Are ...............................................................................86

      Seeds of Love ......................................................................86

      A Vessel of Your Love .......................................................87

      Let This Love Shine ...........................................................88

      Actions Louder That Words ............................................88

      Twenty-Two to Thirty

      Stilted Conversation ..........................................................91

      Scars of Love ......................................................................91

      She Sat Alone .....................................................................92

      Images of a Modern Marriage ..........................................93

      Love Dying .........................................................................94

      Questioning Our Love .......................................................95

      Faith Reaching ....................................................................96

      A Prayer for Love’s Revival ..............................................97

      Immobilized .......................................................................98

      Sex Crimes ..........................................................................98

      Death to the Vampire ........................................................99

      Longing for Night ..............................................................99

      Chilling Memories ...........................................................100

      Peace Offering ..................................................................101

      Agony of Indecision ........................................................102

      Prayer for Healing Rain ..................................................103

      Portrait of a Dead Man ...................................................104

      Dance of Healing .............................................................105

      Waterfall Rain ..................................................................106

      Fall Water Fall ..................................................................107

      Song of the Waterfall ......................................................108

      Absent God, Come, Heal ................................................109

      Learning to Love ..............................................................110

      Take Me Back to Once Upon a Time ............................111

      Miracle in the Rain ..........................................................112

      What Foul Monster? .......................................................113

      The Experience of You ...................................................114

      Turning, Waiting for Your Love ....................................115

      Christmas Wish ...............................................................116

      The Greatest Gift .............................................................116

      A Mother’s Prayer ...........................................................117

      Invasion of Night .............................................................118

      Birth of Love Unspoken .................................................119

      Can’t Let Go .....................................................................120

      Come to Joy ......................................................................121


      For THE GIRL I WAS

      and the WOMAN I WOULD BE,

      but most of all for ME AT THIRTY

      ON THE EDGE OF ALL THINGS

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