Silence, solitude and darkness. This is what most of us would fear most and run away from.
These few years I decided not to run anymore, but simply sit in that darkness so I could understand what it really was. So these were the days without music, but simply silence and solitude. I spent most of my days facing my fears, my negativities, my anger and observing within to see what it really was.
I realized that the darkness is there because it's something that we do not know yet to be a part of ourselves. In conclusion, we've been running in the wrong direction.
My music has changed and become more refined and dark, simplified but structured. These were the qualities that I could not quite accept before. Music will always change as the composer changes.